...if there were anyone actually following my blog, alas.
Anyway. For anyone who might happen to stumble upon this little colaboration of my most ingenious thoughts... ;)
So. For about a month and a half now, I've really been thinking hard about whether or not I really want/need a boyfriend right this moment. Yeah, I know I know... who wants to read my babblings about boy problems? Well, this is totally legitimate! ;D
I was really beginning to like this boy, you see, and I felt that maybe he was starting to like me as well. So caught up and excited as I was in this, I continually looked for opportunities to talk to/see this boy and get to know more about him. The more I learned about him, of course, the more I liked him. He was down-to-earth, a fantastic listener, and a Disney connoiseur. Haha! (Something you ought to know about me is that I'm an avid Disney fan or general movie watcher...to the point of quoting insanely long portions of movies... yep.) He doesn't talk much but when he does, it's always thought out, you know?
Anyway...so, here I was thinking "wow, could this be my first boyfriend?" because I thought he was just as into me as I was into him. However, things just don't seem to be falling into place in the right way. Plus, on top of it all, I don't even plan on staying on in Oregon for too much longer. The earliest I can throw up my hands and run would probably be August but I wouldn't count on until at the very earliest this next winter. But there you have it. He is pretty much here for the next couple years or so because of some prior commitments and I plan on going to a school with thousands of eligible and good young men! (Brigham Young University, Provo)
I guess my situation answers it for me pretty well but... it gets really lonely here in my neck of the woods. My closest friends (outside of work) are up in Coos Bay... a 2 HOUR jot from here. On a part-time-ish-full-time paycheck... not realistic to go and hang out every weekend but if I could I so would!
I guess I haven't really decided but... I guess, if it happens, it happens and if it does, I will embrace it fully if it's the right thing to do.
